Saturday, April 25, 2009

I got the 3 in and I now know the meaning of pain

Owwwww...........

My vajayjay is not liking this.
Um...ow....

I don't normally blog while dilating (one hand typing) but holy crap, this was way tougher than the two. I still struggle with getting #2 past the Pc muscle but I'm impatient.
(the rest of this entry written after the session)
Ok, maybe not so much impatient, but weekends are the best time to get stuff like this done. I don't want to try to move up in size during my mid-work-day sessions where it's been 10 hours since my last dilation. This one was a 5-6 hour difference. That's the difference between "hurts" and "fucking hurts".

Since I have a life now I will probably have an 8 hour delay between now and my next session, but hopefully the presence of #3 in there once will make it slightly easier next time.
Hopefully it'll be easier for #2 too, since I plan on using that as an aid for at least a few days.

So yeah, it was much rougher than going from 1 to 2T. I thought my Pc muscle would give better because of the #2 being in for about 15 minutes but I had to really relax before I could get it in. Almost gave up in fact. Took several minutes before I passed that point, the rest wasn't so bad.

I also noticed it seems to be common to be unable to achieve full depth in a new size (except 2T becaust it's tapered) for several days. I don't really want to eliminate the 2 altogether until I can get the 3 to the last dot. I eliminated the 2T when the 2 was getting pretty close but I have a feeling the 3's going to take a little longer.
(of course, the lack of a 3T is probably why it's so damn hard)

later edit...
Third session with the 3 was strangely more difficult than the 2nd, which wasn't so bad. I think the culprit may be sutures. I'm having sutures coming out left and right, all over the place. One was really close to the vaginal opening so I cut that one. I hope doing so isn't a problem, heh. I think my suture expelling has increased greatly with the introduction of the 3. Maybe one of them caused said additional pain...
Or maybe it's too much of a "good thing". Maybe I need to do three-a-day on weekends so my poor pc muscle gets a rest.

next day edit...
Fourth session was bizarre. I struggled a little with the #2(stress maybe) but the #3 was much easier than yesterday's last session. I'm definitely going to just do three-a-day today. I think giving everything time to heal is crucial, 4-a-day might be overkill when trying to work a new size.

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